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Kira Dawn
A Writer...memoirs of the journey that has led me to the Gorgeous Mess of Chaos that I am. One with God. I am merely a vessel. I will always be me.

Has Disappeared Into The Vastness

Rose drying up and dying.
Rose drying up and dying.
Photo by Mat Reding on Unsplash

Vast, Vast, Vast,

Why was I born only to die so very fast

I drown beneath the water

I am merely a potter

In that silence between life and death

Where I swear that I just took a breath

Everything shall now be fine

What is all the fuss about

It’s only a quarter past nine

Then I realize I am drowning

Oh so effervescently beautiful is the sound of my heart pounding

The most at peace I have ever felt

In the in between I witness all that to others is unseen

The yelling, the frightened

My God and…


Ding! Ding! We Have A Winner!

Photo From Kira Dawn

Era of hallucination

Shit I’m on chronic medication.

None of the above

Unhealthy doses of masturbation

Come fuck with me Satan

What happened to freedom of speech

I heard Medium was starting to impeach

Ugh oh the bitch is back

Put me on a leash

Don’t say I didn’t warn you

Straight shot jugular

I’m the twin

Astrology’s sin

Make sure I have a next of kin

When I spew out venomous rhymes

I’m just a victim of the times

That way I can stay in my hallucination

Give me another hit

It’s time…


I Will Be The Most Seductive Mess Down The Hall

Photo by Denny Müller on Unsplash

You fucking haters

I run through the maze

I’m out of money sadly

Don’t judge me…new phase

I had glided through the ball

Blood Red lipstick smeared on this doll

Fishnets tucked into Chuck Taylor’s

It’s only proper for a woman on call

Shut Up. You have pledged your case.

Mascara relentlessly runs down my face

Don’t fit in, yet somehow I take my place

I look like a young Courtney Love

Where is Kurt? Oh yeah, risen above. Too many pills swallowed.

I tried so hard to love you, but you unfollowed

“I want to be the girl with…


Picture Perfect. Bitch Pose.

The picture was taken from Kira Dawn own collection.

Why don’t you bow down? I’m just plastic, so how did I get this crown?

Promise me you’ll position me

I need to be perfect or

They won’t like me

I tried so hard to use flattery

It only results in assault and battery

Two sides to the story

Then comes the truth

Insert money please

I’m your Photo Booth

Fuck you

Your my plastic

Mold you

You look fantastic

Made me your barbie

Oops there goes the keys to the Ferrari

I play dumb like you can’t believe

You know the theme

The Gorgeous Mess has the ace up her sleeve

I’m your worst nightmare…


Boring. The Mess Soaring.

**Kira Dawn a.k.a. The Gorgeous Mess**

What?

Didn’t expect to see this long blonde with a twist of anarchy?

Secretly you agree with me.

We can all talk about peace.

Let’s talk about the danger of no release.

“Oh Kira you are way too outspoken.”

Don’t be a hypocrite.

Both you and I are broken.

You tell me to look the other way.

You are the one who needs to pray.

“Why?” You ask.

Let me tell you.

This is of biblical proportions. It’s true.

You say I hide behind a keyboard.

Shit where else am I going to be…


Friends Elevate

Photo by Joel Muniz on Unsplash

Never liked people
Neediness steeple
Steeple of neediness

I’m alone
Selfish to the bone

Shift began
Edge of reason
Metaphorical cliff
Jump
Find myself adrift

Wash me away
Not tomorrow
Today

Waves are ominous
Moonlit sea caps
Shit, it’s a trap

Sharks circle about
Wish for a drought
I close my eyes

To awaken
To a friend I have forsaken
Oceans salt baptized me anew

I had survived
To be revived
Wisdom of a perceived foe
In no judgment
Said, “Let go”

Unnoticeably
Noticeable
Denial forms
Truth

Step inside my photo booth
Travel back to our youth
Flashing light
Pictures…


Ruthlessly Devour

Photo by Kristina Flour on Unsplash

Tower or cower
I ruthlessly devour
Hour after hour

Minutes to seconds
Seconds to minutes

Try
Spin it

Spineless
Meaningless
With a side of meaning

Not pregnant
Yet conceiving

Stop the Press
It’s the Gorgeous Mess

Crude
Lacking Finesse
Jest

No truth
Hidden inside
My photo booth

Misguided Youth
Youth Misguided

Divided
Abided
One-Sided

Driving naked
Through expressway tolls
Looks of disgust
Too many fat rolls

Covid weight gain
Bitch, swerve out of the lane

Messy I am
I am messy

Magic 8 ball answer's
Try again later
Masturbater

Fuck you
Hater

The power of Christ compels you
They say
Keeps Satan…


Behind the Bars of Chaos.

Photo by Dyu - Ha on Unsplash

Rarely
Admit I’m lost
Avoidance at any cost
Nothing left to give
No way to live
A broken mask
A hidden flask

I am broken
Bottle half open
Glass empty dry
Truth is the lie
Alibi

Closed for business
Useless
Duress
No success
Fucking Stress
Anxious

Gut wrenching
Done pretending
I’m breaking
Bending
Never ending

My two cents lie below
Ready, set, go

Love is life
Life is strife
Strife is strength
Strength lies within
Not something you can win
It is given

I am a puzzle
Pieces missing
I will never be complete
Walk across the street

Shuffling my…


Trick of the Brain

Picture of Johnny Cash taken from YouTube

Suicide
Suicide

Two second run to the store
Came home
To find a safe filled with guns
One left on the floor
Ladies and Gentlemen
This wasn’t for fun
This is
Hint number one

Suicide
Suicide

What the fuck Kira
Why didn’t you do more
You knew this would happen
You knew to the core

Suicide
Suicide

I was getting this knowledge secondhand
Through my mother
Married to his brother
I told them nobody could leave him alone
Not even for a minute
Go with him even if he has to shit
I meant it

Suicide
Suicide

Sunday
Father’s Day
Kira’s…

Kira Dawn

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